By The Time I'd Caught My Breath, You'd Blossomed Into Something I Did Not Expect

(yes, it IS the same song as last time, but that line fits so beautifully)

Maaaaan, it snowed today, can you IMAGINE that?
Was the most awesome way to wake up, and it looked mighty purty! I am such a small child, but snow makes my heart palpitate a little bit.
Similar to a certain boy I know. Thats pretty much what the line is in reference to, because this is so much better than i'd thought it could be. I was so unprepared, which makes it a little scary. It was originally meant to be an "end of summer" thing, cause i dismissed the long distance thing as being something that just isn't for me. Like Japanese food, or coffee with milk. And now, yeah the distance sometimes evokes a little tear, cause it is hard, really hard, but equally worth it. It just seems to fit somehow, last night is kind of the perfect reflection of that. I've this weird (but hopefully endearing) tendancy to bounce between being of a similar mindset to my seven year old neighbour and thinking about the universe and all its charmingly dizzy intricacies, and he doesnt seem phased by it, in fact, could be argued that he encourages it. He makes me giggle, a lot and somehow makes me feel safe. It's weird, he's weird, and I'm not complaining.

I was in a horrible mood earlier, brought on myself admittedly, by watching THAT episode of the OC, and spending two hours alone, but tea and plain chocolate digestives have pulled myself out of it. There's negative she-y-ite going on, as always, but i cant be bothered to fixate on it anymore. I'm letting it go, and not letting it ruin the peachy aspects of life, cause its not worth it.
Though im craving a Brighton/Cardiff/Edinburgh trip and some girlie company, which is less easy to remedy...